A Couple

Well, whatta sad thing when I saw a couple, a couple and another couple pass me by and realize that I'm alone. Wew it's kinda weird thing. i knew that everybody was looking at me as a weird woman who walk around the mall alonem watch a horror movie alone and enjoy this great yogurt alone. but the fact is yes, i'm alone here. when my friends have their own activity, then i'm alone. do everything by myself. yes, it's really bored but sometimes it's good. i can handle it by my own. i can show them that "hey.. even i need someone but i can stand by my own feet, rite? so just stop looking at me and talking about what you haven't really know it all." i miss being someone but i still like being my own. i believe that it isn't bored at all. i can do everything, go everywhere. i need itnow, i need to be concentrated of it for a while. but i'll never ignore someone who wants to help me through this. if you ask me whether i am bored or not, the answer is yes i'm bored of loneliness. if you ask me whether i need someone or not, the answer will be, of course i need it. but if you ask me whether i hate this situation that occurs on me or not, the answer is absolutely i'm not..

Tue, June 28th 2011

sincerely,
anggi